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Hearing Voices Entity Attachment : Journal pt. 3

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March 31, 2021 Well today was a little more stressful at work than yesterday, but not too bad. The worst is yet to come I know. Once it starts getting into consistent warm weather, that’s when things get really busy. It’s not too far off. Today is a bit on the chilly side and it’s raining out right now. But Summer is just around the corner….. though so far it doesn’t even seem like we’ve had much Spring weather.    Just touching upon what I had mentioned previously, about this week being an anniversary for me in regards to my attachment situation. If my memory serves me right, I believe that at this time back in 2015, the weather was a lot nicer, it was more Spring-like weather. I say this because even though that was essentially the roughest…. darkest time in my entire life, I have these vivid memories of the weather being actually very nice. As I had mentioned, it was in the beginning of April in 2015 that these voices entities attacked me full force. It was at this poi...

Hearing Voices Entity Attachment Journal pt. 2

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  March 30, 2021 Today wasn’t as hectic as yesterday or the day before. I was glad for that. However, it’s becoming that time of year where I’m going to start having a lot of hectic days at work. I slept pretty well last night. There was some degree of disturbance caused by Crystal, mainly in the form of hearing her chattering voice and feeling the physical sensations, but it was nothing too intense. She hasn’t been hitting me with that shouting tactic of hers, where she shouts very suddenly right up to one of my ears or directly in front of my face. I know she can still do this because I have already experienced it quite a few times this year. In fact, I would say that some of the shouts that I experienced were even stronger than before. However, she hasn’t been using this tactic nearly as much recently. Of course I don’t mind that at all. This was always one of her tactics of causing a disturbance that I felt that there really wasn’t much of a defence for. I mean yes, I can learn...

Hearing Voices Entity Attachment : Journal pt. 1

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  March 28, 2021  I was off from work today, Sunday and I slept through most of the day. I did stay up a bit late last night. But, when I woke up this morning around 10 o’clock, I felt fairly rested I thought. Then, by around noon everything had changed and I could barely keep my eyes open. I crawled into bed just wanting to rest for a little bit, but not wanting to fall into a deep sleep. However, it was into a deep sleep that I fell. It seemed like I would come out of it intermittently, and then I was about to rise and get going, to get up and do something with the day. Yet, I found myself unable to muster the energy to rise from my bed and I fell back asleep. I finally woke up at around 5 o’clock. I had fallen asleep for five hours. This has been happening quite frequently on my days off from work recently. Right now, with the way that my job is, I only have Sunday off from work.. This Sunday, I had plans to go out and take care of a few things. These were work related thi...

Psychic Contamination : Just Some Thoughts: 6-20-2021

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 June 21, 2021  It’s Sunday, my day off from work. It’s been a pretty nice day...sunny...warm, not really hot, but warm. I had intended to go out and take care of some work related items today, but as has happened many times before, I just couldn’t find the motivation. I have been working on my day off quite a bit recently. Yet, this Sunday I just couldn’t do it. It was a pretty rough week. I guess I just needed a day off. I can understand that, however it’s just going to compile things for this upcoming week that much more. Anyway, I’m not going to ramble and gripe about my work situation too much here, I realize I’ve been doing that a lot here on my blog  recently. This blog is essentially a journal.  I’m usually describing things that are happening in my life at the present time. I go in different directions with this and of course I’ll talk about things that occurred in the past, yet what’s happening in my current day-to-day life is usually very much a part of wh...