The Fatigue Factor
The Fatigue Factor
I’m sitting here in
my living room, feeling exhausted. I will be going to bed very soon, but I don’t
want to go to sleep quite yet. I want some time to myself. However, I know that
this is not really possible with this entity attachment around.
It’s been a long day for me. I awoke at five
o’clock in the morning to drive down to the shore to take care of something for
my work. Then, my coworker called out, so I was hit with double the workload
today. Then after work, I had a side-job that I had to take care of. All in
all, I’m feeling quite worn out. But, I want something of this day. I don’t
want it to be entirely lost to work and the intrusive voice of this attachment.
From the moment I awoke early this morning,
the voice has been present. I am reminded of the difference between myself and
this mysterious being. I am vulnerable to fatigue. This being does not seem to
be. No matter what I was doing today, the voice was there. Sure, there were
moments when I was so focused on something work related that I did not hear the
voice at all. But, when these moments of distraction came to an end, the voice
was right there waiting. And now as I sit here in my living room chair writing
this, I hear the voice speaking from down the hallway.
I do not detect any sign of fatigue or
getting tired whatsoever in this voice. This being seemed to have one goal
today……to follow me around and intrude into my life. This was achieved, and as
far as I can tell, it was achieved by this being without bringing about any
degree of exhaustion whatsoever. This is
something that makes us very different. This is something that this attachment
holds as an advantage over me.
My eyes are starting to feel heavy now. Maybe
I will go to bed here in a moment. Yet,
more than likely that will not be the quick end to this long day. This voice
will not stop talking just because I’m trying to call it a day and fall fast
asleep. Hell no, this voice will more than likely just keep chattering on. This
voice has its own ambitions. This voice has its own agenda. This voice does not
need to rest to possess these things. Or, if it does, it hides this very well
from me. This gives these attaching
entities an edge, no doubt about it. However, this might be one factor that
those thinking about taking up some kind of occult pursuit may not be thinking
about, at least not at first. I know that I sure as hell wasn’t when I first
started out with channeling spirits.
In the beginning, I was only hearing voices
of a more benevolent nature. So, I wasn’t even thinking about important factors
that might come into play if things went horribly wrong. And later on down the
road, when I did first start hearing some not so friendly voices, I still wasn’t
contemplating this fatigue factor. When I began to get an uneasy feeling about
some of my channeling experiences, I remember doing some frantic research on
the internet about spirit attachment and demonic oppression. However, to the
best of my recollection, none of these internet articles about such things
spelled this aspect out loud and clear.
Evil spirits and the like, have the advantage
that they don’t get tired, they don’t experience fatigue like we do. Just let
the implications of that sink in for a few moments. That’s one hell on an edge
to have I would say.
-
June,
2020
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