Astral Entity Intrusions : 8/12/2020
ASTRAL ENTITY
INTRUSIONS : 8/12/2020
August 12, 2020
11:20 pm
Here I am, almost at the end of another long,
tiring day. I’m just sitting here in my living room waiting for the sleep-aid
to kick in. I wonder how many of my journal entries start out with that line. Quite
a few I’d imagine. That’s just how it still is though. I’m still sticking to my
nightly routine. I take a dose or two of sleep-aid about twenty minutes or so
before when I intend to go to bed. My intention is that by the time that I get
into bed and try to fall asleep, I’ll already be feeling the effect of the
sleep-aid. This I hope, will minimize the amount of time that I have to deal
with the disturbances cause by this entity attachment (Crystal).
Practically every night, Crystal is still
causing me some kind of disturbance. The disturbances entail me hearing her
voice chattering away ceaselessly, as well as feeling physical/bodily
sensations. She knows all too well that when I’m in bed, waiting for sleep to
overtake me, I’m most vulnerable. She won’t let up, so this is why I take the
sleep-aid, then wait a little, to start to feel its effect before I get into
bed. If I can even minimize the time that I’m there as a stationary target,
well…..that’s worth something to me at least.
Maybe over the Winter, once things settle
down some at my work, I’ll try and see if I can start weaning off the
sleep-aid. I by no means consider it a good thing that I’ve been reliant on it
for so long. I certainly understand why I have been reliant on it. But, I view
this as another aspect in my attachment situation that I need to overcome. I’ve
made great progress in pushing Crystal back, as far as the impact that her
presence has upon my life goes. But, I consider this sleep-aid situation
something that I’ve been procrastinating with for far too long. It’s just that
the timing of any attempt on my part to get off the sleep-aid routine is very
important. It’s been a very busy Summer so far for me at my work. Things are
still quite hectic. So, I’m hesitant to do anything that may put my sleep
routine in further jeopardy. As it is, my sleep-routine still suffers as a
result of the disturbances that Crystal cause me at night. However, I don’t want to risk getting into a
situation where I’m losing a whole night of seep on a regular basis. It’s been
some time since I’ve experience that, but I have experienced it plenty of times.
Well, I’m definitely starting to feel the
sleep-aid kicking in now. I’m off to bed. I know that Crystal will be right
there, attempting to cause disruptions. So, here I go. The old battle for sleep
goes on and on.
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