A Danger of EVP

    This is just a rundown or an update to what's been happening with me in my life concerning my situation. By this I mean this entity attachment situation that I've been dealing with since 2015. I'll probably ramble on about some other stuff too, why not? Anyway I guess I'll start with “the other stuff”. I've still been pretty busy at work lately. It's starting to quiet down to some degree, but compared to other years, I'm busier now than I usually would be in a regular year. But, certainly this is not a regular year. I'm referring here to the pandemic situation. It has affected many people’s lives in a number of different ways. For myself, earlier in the year, I wasn't certain that I would be able to stay working. At that time there were a lot of measures and restrictions in place. At the very least, I thought it was going to be a very slow year as far as my work situation goes. It was for a short time, but then quite the opposite occurred.  

    I awoke just before noon today. It was Sunday, my day off from work. The feeling of exhaustion had been wearing on me all week. Things have still been quite busy at work, and Crystal seems to be trying harder these days to derail my sleep routine. I know that I must sound like a broken record, going on about this aspect of spiritual intrusion so much, but I can’t stress it enough. These attaching entities have an advantage over us. They do not need to sleep (at least from what I observe), where we do.   As soon as I get into bed each night, the battle for sleep begins. Despite the hundred or even thousands of times that I have pleaded with Crystal to show at least some small measure of consideration and allow me to fall asleep in peace, she has never budged much on this. Crystal’s voice and sometimes other voices continue to chatter away, moment after moment.   On some nights, the strength of the voices may seem weaker, yet the effect can be the same……the loss of sleep. Unfortu

    I awoke this morning feeling the presence of Crystal, as well as hearing her voice. I believe that it would be easier for me to describe hearing her voice than it would be to describe experiencing the physical presence. I will attempt to describe both. However, I confess that I feel that my efforts with this may fall short of the goal.   In this instance, I awoke feeling a weight pressing down my chest as well as a strange vibration sensation.  This vibration sensation that I have experienced since the early days of my attachment situation, and it has been a strange occurrence that has reoccurred frequently up to this day. There can be some variation to it, but generally this vibration sensation is a feeling of something being “on me” or occupying the same space as me that is vibrating. It is not a feeling of me (myself) vibrating in most instances.   I first began experiencing this bizarre sensation in March of 2015. To the best of my recollection, I began to have incidents of fee

     Last night, just before I got into bed, I heard Crystal say “I’m doing this because I have a personal vendetta against you.”   This got my attention, but I had heard the same thing from her before. Yes, I had heard talk of her “personal vendetta” against me before. There, in that moment, I stood there beside my bed and contemplated having my own personal vendetta against her. I knew it wouldn’t be wise. By now, I felt like I had moved on from that former mindset. Yet, I still felt that there was an argument to be made in justifying it.   Then I remembered, I was trying to live by a new motto “be the opposite of Crystal.” I must be on guard against falling into any of her traps that would compel me to behave in a manner that was in any way similar to hers. If she wanted to be vindictive, then that was on her….. her personal vendetta and all her’s alone. Was I supposed to believe that this is how she justified her own actions? Yes, I had heard her mention this “personal vendet

  October 11, 2020 8:15 pm     I awoke this morning to feeling a physical presence, as well as hearing the voice of Crystal. For quite a long time throughout this situation, I would not experience the physical sensations when I awoke in the morning. This is something that seems to be changing this year. It is becoming more common for me to experience some level of physical sensations in the morning these days. It is typically not quite the same as it is at night as I lie in bed trying to fall asleep. For one thing, in the morning, I’m not trying to remain in bed (except perhaps occasionally on my day off from work), I’m most likely to be getting out of bed rather quickly. With this, I’ve ended the encounter, or at least the physical aspect of it, almost immediately.   When I do experience the physical sensations in the morning, they are generally not as strong or intense as they often are at night.   This morning, when I awoke (on what was my day off from work), I felt someth

  September 28, 2020 10:00 pm     Yesterday, late morning, I had an incident where Crystal seemed to “materialize” to a greater degree. It was my day off from work. I had awoken around nine o’clock that morning. I spent a couple of hours, mostly just reading. At around eleven (in the morning) I decided to lie down in bed, just for a short time. Since I didn’t have to be back at work, perhaps I was hoping that I would fall back asleep.   A few moments after I got into bed, I felt a very distinct presence land on my body. As this occurred, I was also hearing the voice of Crystal. Most of “the presence” I was feeling at my stomach area. However, at the same time, I was also feeling slight sensations on the back of my neck.   I could literally feel the weight of this presence on me. I have little doubt that it was Crystal. I have been experiencing similar incidents where she seems to “materialize” to a greater degree, for the past few months now.   September 29, 2020   I