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Psychic Voices Intrusion : 7/19/2020

  Psychic Voices Intrusion : 7/19/2020   July 19, 2020 1:30 am     Well, here I am at one thirty in the morning, unable to sleep. I just made an attempt for it, but it was no good. I just took another dose of sleep-aid and I’m now just sitting here waiting for it to take effect some before I make another try.   I don’t feel that my sleep troubles are entirely being caused by the presence of this entity attachment (Crystal) in this instance. This afternoon, when I got home from work, I was feeling extremely tired. I didn’t want to fall asleep because I knew that there was a good chance that I could end up waking up in the middle of the night, unable to fall back asleep again. However, I simply couldn’t keep my eyes open. So, I tried to just lie down and rest for a bit, without falling asleep. But, I was not successful in this (as is usually the case). Almost as soon as my head hit the pillow, I was fast asleep. I fell asleep for about three hours. I do think this is what is

Astral Entity Attachment : 8/26/2020

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    I was just sitting outside having a cigarette and a cup of coffee when I began to really pick up on the chatter of this entity attachment (Crystal). It was a lovely day out. Bright, sunny and warm, but not humid. Cars were going by, people were going by. The environment was filled with the regular every day sounds of the world. Yet, through these sounds this voice jumped out at me. Well, I should say certain words jumped out at me. When I hear Crystal's voice, especially when I'm in an environment that's a bit noisy, depending on the nature of the noise, often it's just certain words that she says that jump out at me like this. By this I mean I'm not hearing complete sentences with the same clarity and the same volume. Certain words or certain brief phrases will jump out at me so to speak, and I'll catch that.   Sometimes it seems like her voice becomes entangled with the sounds of the everyday world. Or sometimes it seems like her voice becomes entangled

I Chose Not To Move An Inch

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  Last night as I lie in bed awaiting sleep, I felt “the presence” of this entity attachment (Crystal) in quite a pronounced manner. I was lying on my back when all of a sudden I felt “the presence” land directly on my chest.   Though the weight of this presence seemed slight overall, it was very noticeable to me. While I was feeling this presence on my chest, I was also hearing the familiar female sounding voice…..that is Crystal’s voice. The voice and the physical presence were one and the same. I knew this right away.   I didn’t know how to react at first. I hear Crystal’s voice and experience bodily sensations practically every night. Perhaps I am simply past the point where I toss and turn in some kind of futile effort to avoid it. No matter which way I turn, the sensations will start right back up again. So, as I lie in bed last night, feeling this very noticeable presence on my chest and also hearing the voice of the being who has been “the main intruder” throughout my attac

Astral Entity Intrusions : 8/14/20

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  Astral Entity Intrusions : 8/14/20   August 14, 2020 10:35 pm     I was just sitting here in my living room reading a book. In the background I could hear Crystal’s voice talking. Her voice was coming in over the steady background noise of my air conditioner. I wasn’t picking up on most of what she was saying ….nor was I trying to. Yet, there were moments when her voice seemed to jump out of the noise at me with greater intensity. It was enough to cause a bit of a disturbance while I was trying to read, but not enough to prevent me from enjoying my book.   I’m very glad that throughout the course of my situation with these voices, I was not “blocked” from enjoying reading for very long. There was a span of a few months back during the first year (2015) when I was simply in too bad a state to be able to concentrate long enough to enjoy reading a book. At the time, the situation was still very new to me, the presence of these intruding voices was still very much of a shock.

Astral Entity Intrusions : 8/12/2020

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  ASTRAL ENTITY INTRUSIONS : 8/12/2020   August 12, 2020 11:20 pm     Here I am, almost at the end of another long, tiring day. I’m just sitting here in my living room waiting for the sleep-aid to kick in. I wonder how many of my journal entries start out with that line. Quite a few I’d imagine. That’s just how it still is though. I’m still sticking to my nightly routine. I take a dose or two of sleep-aid about twenty minutes or so before when I intend to go to bed. My intention is that by the time that I get into bed and try to fall asleep, I’ll already be feeling the effect of the sleep-aid. This I hope, will minimize the amount of time that I have to deal with the disturbances cause by this entity attachment (Crystal).   Practically every night, Crystal is still causing me some kind of disturbance. The disturbances entail me hearing her voice chattering away ceaselessly, as well as feeling physical/bodily sensations. She knows all too well that when I’m in bed, waiting f