I Chose Not To Move An Inch
Last night as I lie
in bed awaiting sleep, I felt “the presence” of this entity attachment
(Crystal) in quite a pronounced manner. I was lying on my back when all of a
sudden I felt “the presence” land directly on my chest.
Though the weight of this presence seemed
slight overall, it was very noticeable to me. While I was feeling this presence
on my chest, I was also hearing the familiar female sounding voice…..that is
Crystal’s voice. The voice and the physical presence were one and the same. I knew
this right away.
I didn’t know how to react at first. I hear
Crystal’s voice and experience bodily sensations practically every night. Perhaps
I am simply past the point where I toss and turn in some kind of futile effort
to avoid it. No matter which way I turn, the sensations will start right back
up again. So, as I lie in bed last night, feeling this very noticeable presence
on my chest and also hearing the voice of the being who has been “the main
intruder” throughout my attachment situation, I wondered what I should do. Should
I move? Would I be more comfortable then and more likely to fall asleep faster?
Maybe this would be the case. Yet, I chose not to move an inch.
I didn’t decide on this course of action out
of consideration of feeling comfortable. Rather, I wanted to remain perfectly
still in the hope that I may be able to gauge the nature of this invisible
entity whose very presence I was just then feeling upon my chest. I was seeking
to find something, anything that might help me to create a picture in my mind
of what this being might look like.
For a time, I thought that I may have
perceived something that gave me the impression of “small feet”. Aside from
this however, the nature of this presence seemed completely alien to me. Just then,
I heard Crystal mentioning something about “extraterrestrials.” This is a term
that I hear her voice using quite frequently. Yet, I confess that on this occasion,
I found the timing a bit eerie and I was hit with that familiar unsettling
feeling, that feeling of colliding with the unknown. In this case, it may be
more accurate to say that the unknown landed on my chest as I lie in bed, just
trying to fall asleep.
Eventually, I did turn over, yet that did not
put a stop to feeling “the presence.” Now I was feeling the presence clinging
to my back and Crystal’s voice kept chattering on and on. The intrusion of
Crystal here did cost me some sleep, but not too much. It was another example for
me however, of the degree to which this entity attachment (Crystal) can
materialize on the physical plane. She seems to be managing to do this more and
more these days it seems to me.
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August
24, 2020
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