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Psychic Voices Attack : 7/15-17/2020

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Psychic Voices Attack : 7/15-17/2020 July 15, 2020 11:00 pm   The day is almost over. I just took a dose of sleep-aid and will be going to bed here shortly. It was another exhausting day for me at work. This whole week has been a rough one in that regard. I would almost say that this spirit attachment (Crystal) wasn’t giving me too much trouble today. I almost made it through an entire day where I could say that.   But, just within the last hour I’ve been hearing her voice hurling insults at me. Well, we almost made it through an entire day. I can only assume that I’ll probably continue to hear her hurling insults at me once I get into bed and I’m waiting to fall asleep. Hopefully, I won’t have to wait long. July 16,2020 9:00 pm   Last night, as I lie in bed and was awaiting sleep to overtake me, aside from Crystal’s voice (which is very much familiar to me by now to say the least), I do believe that I heard “another voice”. This is significant to me because my

A Most Strange Way to Start My Day

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A MOST STRANGE WAY TO START MY DAY July 14, 2020 10:30 pm   Today was another exhausting day at work. For the most part, I did not hear the voice of this entity attachment (Crystal) making derogatory comments towards me in a big way like she did yesterday afternoon. For a time, she actually seemed a bit more mellow. However, it didn’t last.   At around eight o’clock this evening, she unleashed a barrage of insults at me. She didn’t catch me in a very bad mood like she did yesterday. So, I didn’t respond to her with anger, like I made a mistake of doing yesterday. I suppose, if anything, I simply felt a sense of disappointment. For a short time, it seemed to me like she might make it through the whole day without being all that hostile towards me.   I’m still hearing her throw out insults here and there now at ten thirty at night. I’m remaining calm however. I most definitely do not want to make the same mistake that I made yesterday, and allow her to bring me to a

Spiritual Voices Attack : 7/13/2020

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Spiritual Voices Attack : 7/13/2020 July 13, 2020 9:55 pm   In my last blog post, I mentioned that of recent, I was trying to live by a strict discipline. This discipline being that I would not allow this entity attachment (that I hear as a female voice, and that identifies herself by the name Crystal) to bring me to the point of anger. After all this time has passed, it was blatantly clear to me that bringing me to a state of anger or depression was Crystal’s goal. This is what she was after, this is what she wanted. She could be most sadistic in trying to achieve this.   She often hurls insults, criticisms, judgements, threats and the like at me. Sometimes, all day and night. She tries to deprive me of sleep practically every night, in the hopes of getting me into a weary and weaker state so that her torments will have more of an impact on me. It is my observation that she is very skilled at being a bully, and of course, no one likes to be bullied. So, I confess that

Engulfed by a Presence : Hearing Voices and Physical Sensations : Aspects of Spiritual Intrusion

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Engulfed by a Presence : Hearing Voices and Physical Sensations : Aspects of Spiritual Intrusion July 10, 2020 10:00 pm   Recently, I have been trying to uphold to something of a discipline in regards to my responses and reactions to the presence of this spirit attachment. I refer to the being that I hear as a female voice and that identifies herself by the name Crystal. I have made something of a resolution to myself that I would try not to allow Crystal to bring me to the point of anger any longer. For a little over a year now, I’ve been trying to place more attention and focus upon my overall outlook concerning this situation that I find myself in. Crystal seeks to “intrude” into my life to an extreme degree. Her presence is constant. Her chattering is always present. However, by this stage, I’ve developed greater ability to “tune her out” at times. I confess though, that in the past, my foremost reaction to these occurrences was to feel anger towards Crystal. I don’t

"Thank You for Speaking to Us"

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  A few nights ago, as I was in bed waiting to fall asleep, I heard the voice of this spirit attachment (that tells me her name is Crystal) say “thank you for speaking with us.” This in itself was not a significant incident. At least I did not feel that it was at the time. I’m sure that I heard Crystal say a lot of things that night. Crystal is constantly speaking “at me.” Sometimes, I retain what I hear her say in my memory. Sometimes I don’t. This statement was the only thing that I remember from what she said that particular night.       At first, I just assumed that this was just more of her speaking “at me.” That’s the significant thing right there. Most often, I get the impression that she is speaking at me, not speaking to me. My first thought after hearing her say “thank you for speaking to us” was that this was just another one of her mind games, that it was just more of her riddle talk. I immediately assumed that she was speaking “at me” in an effort to disturb me as I

A Bright and Sunny Afternoon

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   It is mid-afternoon on a Sunday in late June. It’s my day off from work. It’s my only day off from work all week, yet I can’t seem to muster much strength to do anything today. Here and there, the feeling comes over me that I can’t stay awake. I know that if I lie down to rest, I might run the risk of falling asleep for several hours and the next thing I know, I slept through most of my day off.   It happened to me last Sunday and the Sunday before that. So, here I am trying to resist falling asleep once again. It’s tempting though, it’s real tempting.   It’s bright and sunny outside currently, but inside of my apartment, it’s rather dim. I have most of my shades pulled down. I cleaned the place for a bit this morning, but that feeling of fatigue keeps creeping up …..overtaking me. Then there is the presence of the voice as well. The voice of this spirit attachment (that tells me her name is Crystal). She has been present all day as well. Of course she has. That is what an att